Monday, September 21, 2009


Sometimes it just hurts....real strong!

You read something, It hurts.
You write something, It hurts.
You see something, It hurts.
You imagine something, It hurts.
You remember something, It still hurts.
You eat something,
It hurts so much so that you can’t eat.
Finally you end up not eating because it hurts so much.
I just can’t swallow sometimes.
Sometimes, I forget to breathe.
Sometimes, I don’t want to breathe.
Sometimes, i wish i couldn’t breathe.
Sometimes, i just want not to be able to.
I don’t know if I am angry or hurt?
I am so angry sometimes, it hurts.

It hurts more when no one knows.
It hurts most when you don’t want them to know.
And even more so, when They Know!

It hurts when small things are overlooked.
It hurts when some things are unsaid.
It hurts when you see others.
It hurts when you don’t see yourselves.

It hurts, when you are waiting
It hurts, when you don’t say it.
It hurts when you don’t see it.
It hurts because you don’t want to believe it.

It hurts when you are close.
It hurts when you are far.
It hurts when you know the distance.
It hurts more when you know the difference.

It hurts when you know.
It hurts when you don’t.

Sometimes you just want certain things.
Sometimes you just expect it.
It hurts because you know you can’t have it.
It hurts to know you are demanding.
It hurts when you can’t ask for it.
It hurts when can’t help yourself.
It hurts when you know what’s wrong.
It hurts even more when you know it’s you.

I sometimes feel like there’s a blister inside me....
Filled with something that needs to come out!
Ready to break!
Ready to burst!
Ready to erupt!
Ready to explode!
Ready to flow out!
Ready to drain out!

Broken apart
Torn apart
Fallen apart
Into pieces
Sometimes it feels like
A complete failure
Broken pieces
Ruined completely
Destroyed
Worth nothing
Left worn out
It breaks you down.
When you know there’s no one.

Somewhere, they say, there’ still hope.
So here I am
Still holding
Still wanting
Still wishing
Still dreaming
The same things I used to do!

But sometimes it’s difficult...to know
Who hurts more!
Who’s hurt more!

The difference
Is just a letter!
That’s why,
Sometimes,
It just hurts....real strong!

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

thrilled...

i just watched "August Rush"! great movie.....even better...the songs from the movie..... these are a few of my favourites.....i m biased towards jonathan rhys meyers ..... n i can drool over his voice forever...... Moondance...while sitting on the roof top and Break....the concert performance
Simply Super sexy voice.....
enjoy...